2006-10-24 - 3:58 a.m.

truly odd days i've been having lately.
very bored to be more precise. i haven't been doing much, not that i've been doing much all summer, but i've been doing less. Not even much hanging out with friends, not sure why actually. maybe its my side maybe its theirs. i'm going to be applying for a job doing kitchen work tomorrow, something i don't completely want to get back into but i actually think it will be fun, high energy, people my age. I've been noticing my group of people to hang out with is dwindling, or it feels like it. i miss those days of just doing nothing with those friends who are truly close to me, but i'm not seeking them out again, i know they will come, its how they work, in an ebb and flow, and you can't do the same thing all the time and expect it to always be interesting. i can't wait for the new times that will no doubt be approaching. i think the future will be interesting i don't know why but i feel a good energy right now that is pushing through the bad. i some how can just feel things will be good. there is this good engergy flowing everywhere, its time to embrace it, take it in and let it take me where it will. a friend said a while ago, that its going to be a good winter, i think he was right.
the winter sky tonight was absolutely clear and gorgeous. Thank you for beautiful nights like these.